It’s been weird with the past holidays, I thought I would be by myself. I have ended up being with my soon to be ex wife for Thanksgiving, Christmas and New Years. It’s something my child wants and at this point all I want to do is have her happy. It’s hard as I have a small family and my ex’s are all in another country. We still rely on each other for a lot. Since we’ve been together for so long and we are in a mid life, friends have gone and people have their own lives to worry about. Ive tried to reach out and get together with friends but people are busy with their families. I find it’s been lonely when my daughter isn’t with me and I think it’s probably the same for the ex. Not sure how health this is, seeing as there’s no hope for reconciliation. Its weird navigating through this new life.
Spending a lot of time with the ex
