I guess things are getting easier. I went to see a movie for the first time by myself in my life. I said F*** it, get off your ass and do something that you want to do. I always had someone to do stuff with. With my parents or a significant other, then the past 17 years spent with my soon to be ex wife. I’m getting to know myself, by spending time alone…. A lot more. I keep telling myself, I’m going to do more than sit at home by myself, work or go to the gym. I’m trying to figure out my new identity since the previous one was the two of us. I think most people that have been together either semi feel this way or completely know what I’m talking about. When everything revolved around each other, when not at work. Keeping my head up. One foot in front of the other.
Easier…. I guess.
