I feel like I’ve been doing so well and felt very optimistic and everything felt like I was doing ok. Coming back from my solo trip and getting the flu right after and being unable to get out of bed for a few days got me feeling super down. I had already been away from my daughter for over a week and had to prolong not seeing her made me feel really down. Being by myself and realizing that this is and will be my new life for the time being, had me taking some steps backward with my emotions and mental state. Coming to grip with it all and not having my family around to help and take care of me is an unreal feeling. Being together for so long and excepting these facts is hard. Keeping my head up and trying to put one foot in front of the other. We all have our ups and downs…. I guess… That’s life.
some days are better than others
